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From Me​/​/​From Within

by In Search Of Solace

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1.
From//Me 00:36
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I am drowning In the fear of existence Detached from the surface Of my whole being Discomforting: The process of what I am thinking of Again and again I try new ways to find myself But here I am I’m still lost in this empty darkness Can you hear me as I scream for help? I’m sick and twisted and there’s no way out Step inside my memories and you will see why I am hurting All these thoughts have me twisting and turning As I learn what it’s like to breathe I wear my heart on my sleeve Suddenly I can see my whole life flash before my eyes I can see my dreams coming true I can’t believe I’ve never felt this feeling before When will these chains let me go? I’m tied down to the floor In my dreams I can see an exit sign I’m never coming back again This single thought has manifested into an obsession I fall to the floor This is my last confession
3.
Humility 03:52
Oh they’re coming for me They’re trying to stop me But I won’t give up Oh these demons haunt me They’re trying to stop me But I will never give up I was born with a positive mind to see What the World had in store The possibilities But somewhere down the line I lost my sense of pride And negativity Has taken over me With every failure I face in my hopes and dreams I try to stand up and fight But every second I waste is another defeat It’s time to draw the line I won’t lay down and die It’s time to come to life I levitate to lift myself up off the ground To find my higher purpose But something always brings me down 
(Don’t give up, don’t give in) Never knowing where it’s from These demons haunt me But I will never give up This isn’t over yet You always say it will be okay Then why does it feel like the Worlds almost over? Inside my chest My hearts getting colder Every time I start to feel Myself slipping through the cracks I somehow always find Some hope Maybe, maybe I can make it through this My hearts still pounding in my chest This is not your fault You’ve been fed lies At the end of the day you have to face the World and just dream Go find your higher purpose This isn’t over yet Your hearts still pounding in your chest
4.
Oh shit this is an emergency Is this happening? I lost my grip, starting to slip No Oh shit the alarm is sounding off Here we go again I’m about to self-destruct Walking around with my head down lately Because Everybody’s looking at me Trying to keep my focus (it’s gone) Why are they talking about me? I need to run and get as far away from here as I can Before I self-destruct Anxiety Has taken over me How the Fuck does it feel just to breathe? What the fuck does it mean to be free? As long as I sit in the comfort of my own solitude Away from everyone Intrusive thoughts ruminating in my mind Will fade away When I close my eyes Anxiety has taken over me It’s rising I’m forgetting how to breathe God help me I’m going insane
(just breathe) I lost my grip I think I’m losing it Yesterday was dark Today seems much worse Brother my brother I’ve been there before I’m asking you this one thing Just keep your head up Yesterday was dark And today seems much worse Remember when the dawn breaks There’s always tomorrow Forget about the Anxiety Was taken over me Now I know how it feels just to breathe Now I know what it means to be free
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Lost 02:17
This is the end of the beginning An escape From this misery It’s so hard trying to believe When every day always feels so empty I know there has to be a purpose to all of this But without a sense of reality I’m questioning my own existence Looking on the outside everything just seems so far away Like the images scrolling on the paneled screen I don’t believe what my eyes see This is my turning point I decide my fate I can’t live in the comfort of something that’s so full of regret Four years of living lost In this dim lit place The center of my universe is this curse of my mind in space I need to let go This is the beginning of the end
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From//Within 02:14
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Disquiet 04:38
The World is so full Of hurt and confusion Have I made the right choices? Are these thoughts just delusions? In my heart I thought I knew But every day I rethink things through When will I know? Am I supposed to be the man I am? Or someone else according to a plan? The hardest part is I will never know This is the direction I chose to go [There comes a time when one must look inward And ask themselves who they truly are Only then Can you find solace] I must make the most of all of this Because I owe it to The ones I love and miss If I keep questioning my life I will be a disappointment till the end of time You said it would be okayi Four years of living lost It’s so hard to believe When everyday always feels the sameii (Are these thoughts just delusions?) In this dim lit placeii (I need to find the solution) When will these chains let me go? In my dreams I can see an exit sign And I’m never coming back againiii i - Humility ii - Lost iii - Fear
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Solace 03:00
In the blink of an eye As the stories told I need to face the facts That I’m finding my faith in you Another second chance A time to save my self I’ve been searching for too long I’m picking up the pieces Take me Northi You can’t stop us Bring your armies We won’t back down Cause we will not stop fighting Till we are dead We are marching to the center We will never surrender i - In Search Of Solace 2014; Northern Lights

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released August 11, 2015

Produced: In Search Of Solace
Engineered: Brian Hood, Bradd Schlosser, Nick Pocock
Mixed/Mastered: Brian Hood

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Jonny LaDuke - Vocals

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Derek Ludgate - Drums

Sawyer Mally - Bass

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